The second foreign language which I had learnt was Russian. For me, the three-month-study was a ridiculous "comedy" because for the first time I realized that sometimes dreams could not turn into reality when you did not really know what your goals were. Going abroad is a seemingly beautiful circle of honor or glory but if you do not understand where the center is you can never escape the round world.

So my so-called ''best'' friend lied to me, I was totally desprated not only for the breakup of our relationship but the mash of my paradise. Now, what I remembered was some pieces of awful memories that filled in my whole year of 1999.